Actually i been very upset whenever i hear some sad song or see people celebrating birthday. I just get very emo because this bring back the sad memory due to my bmt sir also my friend died on the day of his birthday recently when i was in camp. I miss the last chance to take a look at him Till now i still having a hard time trying to forget about it. Last sunday i been thinking alot whether to attend my lao bu aka debbit birthday. The last moment i decided to attend and indeed when i reach there i really get super emo and upset.....

This morning went to gms to pray, once again i just cant control my tears.

You all might think y am i so upset?? Because he went though bmt with us, he motivate us, he taught us alot of stuff, if not because of him, many of us would have fall out from the road march. Most important he is my cousin friend brother so i get to know him even better. And he is only 22 this year

Afternoon went to eat seoul garden with lex, roy and vin eat till very full then walk around ms awhile before i go off they go bugis. I don really have the mood to go out for so long this period sorry.

Anyway hope his family are feeling better now .....